In this Moment

I was born into this life as one person. Yet in the years I have created another.

One is a girl…. wild, free, selfish and sure. The other is timid, damaged, entangled in thought.

Which am I now? Which am I to be?

I feel the fork in the road that my maker has destined me to find. One that I cannot deny.

This is my choice.

This my life.

Every breath precarious upon the one before.

No sense of faith really means anything more than this.

No scars could ever be deeper or more healing at the same time.

My smile slanted upon another promise that I cannot count upon. However much I prey for that certainty in vain.

Faith, love, trust.

Faith, love, trust.

IN ME.

That is what is left. That is what I have.

THAT WILL BE ENOUGH.

~ Hugs and Smiles ~ Raquel Segarra